natalie melanie wasik

I have the sudden urge to just write, about how my life is going, and I feel like tumblr is my favourite way of doing this. because things are actually going great. Nothing exciting but i feel good at home for a change. Usually my life at home consists of work and being super depressed knowing me and my ex are in the same town were when I drive around all I see are memories of us, which still happens, but not as often. I work every day, whether its for my parents or at Canadian Tire, which keeps me busy.  I have recently got a membership at the gym, where I go to work out once a day, whether its a class or just on my own, and it allows some alone time along with seeing old highschool friends. I love going to the gym. I need the gym, it makes me feel alive. And then I go home to my family, and we are doing the weight watchers program and we have an amazing beginning. My mom is committed, I have faith that she will be able to accomplish this, which is more than I could ever ask for. There are times she drives me crazy but I do love her so much. This is the start of my life, a new beginning, I have to put away the bad past and I finally just feel… right.